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Time. Emotion.

Time is such a funny concept. I don’t understand how on second in time can change one’s life forever.The crazy thing though is the fact that time and life are absolutely inseparable. Once a second passes by you can never get it back again, same with a min, an hour, a week, a month, a year…. a lifetime. The last four months of my life have been absolutely crazy, it has been like being stuck on a ride and not being able to get off and enjoy the view from the gates.Some things that have happened I wish I could take back then others I wouldn’t change for anything. I want so badly to live a life with no regrets, but how is this possible? Life is just such an incredible journey it seems as though it is nearly impossible to never have a regret. There must be someway, but I feel that I might never know… Another thing that completely blows my mind is the human realm of emotion. This is another thing that you can never separate from time. I truly don’t understand how someone can so abruptly change how they feel about another person. It doesn’t seem plausible to go from this “My love for you is the force that makes the world go round.” to “I don’t f*ck*ng need your help.” in a matter of days. It is so disorienting. Well I know here will be more to post about this later, but I am going to go to bed now. Goodnight!

Truly and Honestly Yours,

simplyme16

Posted 5 months ago

You’re braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think,

- Christopher Robin

Posted 5 months ago

You didn’t love her.You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe she was just good for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your misreable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the people you love.

- Grey’s Anatomy

Posted 5 months ago

Me.

I have decided to write this blog in hopes of being able to contain my thoughts and feelings here. I am really bad about Facebook and Twitter rants, but I am hoping here that I can put what I need without worrying who might find it. I would like to start by letting you know a little bit about myself. I work at a Nursing home as a CNA and love every minute of it there is no feeling better then helping those in need hints why I am hoping to be a Nurse Practitioner. I have a love for people and doing what I can to help them. The life of a Nursing home worker isn’t a glamorous one though. It’s a job that requires lots of patience, lots of strength, and a stomach of steel. Yeah, basically I do the really dirty work. It is almost like babysitting, just they are more fragile and heavier. This past summer though wasn’t to bad I worked with the physical therapy department and helped perform range of motion exercises and walk with the residents. It was really a neat experience. I am a freshmen at Carson-Newman with lots of hopes and dreams to fulfill. I am new to this whole being without family or old friends thing so I have done my best to establish my only “family” here. I love it at CN everyone is so friendly… well other then those few that well everyone has. I feel like I truly do belong here, but sometimes it really stinks. I miss my parents, my old friends, my little sister, and my boyfriend Zach. One more thing you should know is that if you ask you better really want the straight up truth. Well enough about me I am just here to 1. relieve stress, 2. say what I need without consequence, and 3. keep my own form of a “diary”.

Yours Truly and Honestly,

SimplyMe

Posted 5 months ago

Secretly in Love

Posted 5 months ago